The Day I received the Holy Spirit

I'm not going to sugar coat or ease into this convo. My first encounter with the Holy Spirit within me was not  fairytale or this sweet beautiful image that many believe. It was tough and I cried and my heart broke. My physical body shut down. One thing though. When it happened to me I immediately knew it was the Holy Spirit. There was NO CONFUSIONS about it. 

I wrote about it before in a previous blog. I had sex with my ex and towards the end. My body just shut down. Everything hurt. I cried and could not stop. I ran outta there so fast. There are no words to  fully describe how heartbreaking ( literally), gasping for air. Head spinning. The only thing I could utter was IM SORRY. I sat in my car and cried, gasping for air trying to say out loud. I'm sorry. forgive me! That's was my very first realization that there was something greater in me and with me always. Parents, friends, no one was around. But God saw and said enough Faith! No more of this. I need you! It's time for you and I to spend real time together. 

The Holy Spirit is more than speaking in tongues, shouting, and dancing. It's living righteously before God. It's being saved by Christ Jesus and acting accordingly. Many are so hyped up about speaking in an unknown language that they don't get the foundation of it all. Belief, Submission, and Repentance. Be filled TRULY with the Holy Spirit! 

Love Ya to Peace,

Faith.Loves