Alright you guys, I just got the SHOCK of a lifetime!! My ex, you know the one that I just got the strength to leave behind. The one that my heart is still soft on. YES!! That one. Just text me... in caps... I MISS YOU. Just those words, nothing else. What am I suppose to do with that? Where did he come from? Why feel like that now? A million and one questions.
SN: My first reaction was a really really really loud laugh. Like people stopped to look at me like I'm crazy laugh.
After I laughed I immediately began to pray and sham the devil for such a low blow. I mean you that desperate to bring me down. Lil ol'me! Matt 26: 41 “Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”
This is a real life example of the Flesh ( my heart) vs. the Spirit ( holy spirit's guidance). I've been staring at the text for the past hour. I haven't text back. I don't know what to say if i were to feel compelled to say SOMETHING back.
Now part of me is happy and excited. I set out to do a #30daysofGodsLove challenge where I would just focus on everything else that God has for me and not dwell on the aspect of relationships and men. Today is day 29 and I can see that this challenge is going to be TOUGH but I also see that God has a tremendous blessing waiting for me at the end of this journey. The devil does not want me to make it to the end of these 30 days because he knows I will receive my blessing. So of course he would send my ex to try to deter me from the goal. SMH!
Stay tuned guys! I am praying for strength and wisdom on this situation. Please keep me in your prayers as well.
Love ya to Peace,
Faith.Loves
SN: My first reaction was a really really really loud laugh. Like people stopped to look at me like I'm crazy laugh.
After I laughed I immediately began to pray and sham the devil for such a low blow. I mean you that desperate to bring me down. Lil ol'me! Matt 26: 41 “Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”
This is a real life example of the Flesh ( my heart) vs. the Spirit ( holy spirit's guidance). I've been staring at the text for the past hour. I haven't text back. I don't know what to say if i were to feel compelled to say SOMETHING back.
Now part of me is happy and excited. I set out to do a #30daysofGodsLove challenge where I would just focus on everything else that God has for me and not dwell on the aspect of relationships and men. Today is day 29 and I can see that this challenge is going to be TOUGH but I also see that God has a tremendous blessing waiting for me at the end of this journey. The devil does not want me to make it to the end of these 30 days because he knows I will receive my blessing. So of course he would send my ex to try to deter me from the goal. SMH!
Stay tuned guys! I am praying for strength and wisdom on this situation. Please keep me in your prayers as well.
Love ya to Peace,
Faith.Loves
Wow! That is a tough situation. Definitely praying for God to give you the wisdom to handle this situation in a way that honors Him. (((hugs)))
ReplyDeleteRebuke girl! Block his number. Pray for the those soft spots to harden. The devil will enter anywhere he finds an opening. No looking back. Genesis 19:26
ReplyDeleteThank you!! Yea. I've prayed on it and I'm doing good. My heart is still healing but I thank God for strength. I appreciate everyone prayers.
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